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How do you live without dying a little?
How do you burn to walk the world without ignorance of its life?
How do you act limitless without facing adversity?
To walk through life without struggle it pitiful,
It is to marry fear,
To slash one's throat and quench the thirst of Phobos with your blood,
It is to weave your neck with his tongue,
It's entwining it with the serpentine coils of apprehension,
It is to live colourless,
Living is impossible to those who prefer simply existing
And I stayed up till the stars dissipated,
Till they go into deep slumber,
I waited, wide awake sitting by the edge of the bricked wall,
Looking into the desolate land before me,
I accompanied the moon through its daily rounds,
As it stared upon each individual to assure the sun did not cause much trouble,
Nobody seemed to greet the moon like it greeted the sun,
They were dormant by that hour,
So I thought,
Who?
Who will keep this perceivable angel company as it feasts its eye on god's most wretched creature,
Too self-conscious to allow her full self to be shown to the public eye,
But who would stay awake to see this enchantress,
She's too absorbed with the uninterested us humans have for one another, to the point she cannot bring herself to retire
She's beautiful isn't she?
Who will keep my Luna company?
Who will be there when she comes back for us,
Who will praise her for her competence?
For appearing despite the eclipse, the rain, the darkness,
For arriving despite not feeling whole, with parts of her body stripped by the shadows of hell
Why does nobody see her shine?
Who will watch her glow if not me?
Who will watch her hug the night as it loves her back?
Who if not me?
Oh heavenly body, you are my teacher,
You show me the beauty of the night,
The virtue of letting the light live with you instead of against you
The blessing of loneliness,
Bless you Selene for kissing my pain and giving me wildness,
Thank you Selene for showing me I can collect myself, even if it takes months,
For showing me I can be whole once more
Oh Luna,
Take me with you,
Let us promptly fall into intimacy through the soul,
And pray that we never recover
In the form of tears the demons will scream,
The ones that linger down the back,
Encapsulated within,
Who has the right to reflect upon me,
A shard of glass plastered on the wall, adorning me with brutality,
Why do I kill myself for glancing back once more,
Why is the shock of dishonourment still thriving within?
Let my leaves retain through the toughest of winters so I can be blessed with realisation,
Let it follow along, closely within my reflection,
Oh, grace me with a revelation,
Perhaps forgiveness isn't necessary,
No sin has been committed, no sin that I intended,
Pass me a petal from the bouquet of daffodils,
Endow me with something I lack,
But I all im asking are just words,
If all im wishing are just yells to the stars,
If I am denied my pleas
Then I will wait and hope for a moment longer, just incase I surrender
The change is prominent.
In her stance she is tall like the steppes of hurt,
In her voice dripping with revolution as if the world will bow down at her command,
In her touch she grips with pride and no remorse, stating what is hers and what is mine
In her eyes she is the same,
And that is the only part of her I will be able to retrieve for she will not return
The girl who convinced me there were stars in the day,
The girl who shaped her life by the clouds,
The girl whose moods changes by the colours of sunset
She has left without me,
She has woken from her everlasting eternal dream,
She has left me by her bedside
The greatest lovers we seek are the most admirable,
Beneath veils of illusion,
Eyes weave tales, shifting sands.
Love's fervent grasp engulfs the heart and all its fury,
But love it sparks as joy instead of truth,
The effects are haunting
Love dissipates as time embraces us,
Squeezing, so tight,
Until the warmth burns the flesh,
The skin,
The heart,
Oh whats there is lost,
Not because they love each other any less,
Perhaps they didn't love each other at all.
I have never been infatuated with this man you call god,
Yet by the lisp of your prayer,
The cold sweat dripping from your clasped palms,
The jitter of your jaws as he kisses each sin,
I can only hope you’ve pushed purity through me,
So I can be with you in neverland,
ForeverHer beauty was taken because of the power she behold over the weak,
Her mind turned away from itself because if she had known her worth, she would be slain,
Her life was taken because of the ugliness, the jealous forced upon her,
Because of the blame she had to take from the sea
Who will save her scales?
Who can bring her story to light?
Only those who have been viciously beaten and choose to get up,
In fact let me be the leader,
Show me to the fire and let me walk through it,
Pain may not be something you want to experience,
But sometimes allegiance is worse,
Purity is yours,
Nothing has been taken,
Steal back the dignity,
Take back what's yours and do not change for tsunamis,
Stride through the war zone,
Follow me as we set the fire,
Let them taste our wrath,
Let them witness the beauty we still possess,